Lonely

My body hurts all over from being so lonely. There’s a lump in my throat from being so fustrated… I’ve cried so much I can’t even cry any more so I just sleep. Only sleep numbs the pain, the fustration, the sadness, the painful truth…

ALONE….

today is really bad. I missed Kurtys so much! I actually tried calling his last known number. I looked for him on the internet, He deleted his account on myspace so now I have no way of contacting him even if I wanted to. I miss him so…