TheOlDiary….

At 4am who do you call?  Noone.  Noone cares.  Noone’s there.  When your parents die you’ll never be loved so much again.  I acted out defiantly and got called out.  As a failure I sob.  Wishing for empathy, hoping for understanding while only getting disdain.  So be it.  Four blocks he thought I could not drive.  Perhaps with my COPD medication I could cooperate…. however he chose to consider I refused.  Even after explaining my position….

Someone had to come to "jail" to pick me up at 2am…

I am so finished.  I have loaded firearms in my house and I shall spend the next 24 hours considering the reasons to keep them thus.

Wishing you Peace and Resolution,

Yaechle