Going Along

My Medicaid is cancelled as of Halloween, so I have to get a ton of tests done this month.  I have a doc appt the 14th so hopefully he can help me with this.  My wrist and parts of my hand are very "ill feeling".

I have court the 26th for the March tickets.  I termed the atty due to lack of funds, so I’m on my own, wish me luck.

Then, I’m packing everything and going to Joplin.  This camper will be way too cold in the winter and with COPD it’s a bad thing.  We can’t afford to get a place and I’m sick of staying with JUST his family.  Mine is small and I want time with them.

I dunno if we’re really going to break up for real, but things will never be the same.  I told him today I had errands to run, after we put a new battery in the car and it runs like new!  He said, "Well, where do you have to go?" very suspiciously toned.  I said, "Why?"  Whatever, dude, that’s over the line for me

because of the tone he used and I told him.  It doesn’t read very dramatically, but he’s all "MY MONEY" now and I have to earn my own.  After all the months I supported his ass.  He’s damaged beyond repair and I can still live a happy life.  Without his constant complaining and negativity.

YES, this is the part where I say, I really miss Robert and think about calling and congratulating him on being right SO BAD!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I’m so angry

Because another marriage is going to fail and NONE OF IT is my fault.  Seriously, I have bent over triple backwards to get this one to work and it’s just worn me out.

ACK!

Wishing you Peace and Resolution,

Yaechle