Update

So I wrote a bit of a depressing entry a month ago.

But, I am happy to report that my life has turned 180 degrees for the better 😀

I am at home with my parents. I am eating proper meals. I returned my apartment ,the lady was nice and didn’t charge me any fees for moving out early. I moved my stuff out, my car got fixed, I drove it back. 

I am getting paid for 3 months for doing nothing because I was technically "laid off".

I found another job for the summer. I am learning Solidworks. It’s going okay.

I am going to get my Masters in the Fall. It should take about a year and half or so. (Hopefully a year though).

I haven’t written about D in a while. I haven’t seen him since March. This I think is the longest amount of time that I have not seen him, but we are hanging in there. He switched jobs. His old job was horrible, the new one is a lot better so far.

Lately I have been worried that I am never going to find a job that I truly like. I don’t know if the past year’s experience really scarred me. I think it did. They say that you should try to find a job that gives you the opportunity to do what you do best everyday. That’s the only way you will excel at it.  Problem being that lately I feel like I have been finding out all the things that I am not good at. It is just discouraging. LIke the whole solidworks thing that I am learning at this job and I am trying to switch into Mech E from Biomed E and my current boss keeps asking me things about Mech E and I don’t know any of it. If I really want to learn it all, there is a long road ahead. And it is going to involve me putting up with a lot of people thinking I should know things I don’t and me having to learn them quickly. 

Eh, whatever.