Lizz

Well, Lizz is this girl I have been talking to for a while now.  Yes when i say talking I mean "talking"…  I dunno how far things will go with her and really I have chosen not to find out until after I get back from AIT.  I feel I need quite a bit of time before i go rushing into any kind of relationship considering I just got out of the most serious one I’ve ever been in. 

But more about Lizz though.  I actually worked with her all 3 years I worked at Meijer.  See but I never knew her.  I saw her all the time and thought her to be cute, but me being the shy one that i am never said anything, plus I was with Holly the whole time i worked there also.  But that really shouldn’t keep me from at least saying hello.  I don’t know, i guess I can say the same for her sense she never said hi to me or anything either.  🙂  I finally about a month ago if not maybe a little longer found her on myspace quite randomly and finally decided to say hello.  And this was mind u, maybe like 5 months or so after I quit Meijer…  Anyways we definitly clicked right off the bat.  I have found myself to be quite interested in her, but am just being very careful about how i go about things because I not sure if my feelings are due to me rebounding.. even though i had these feelings before I broke up with Holly… and I honestly don’t wanna break her heart, ever.  I don’t think i will though because like i said I am interested, very much so.  She brings a lot of relaxation to my stressful days and I feel she already has a good understanding of who I am.  We have a whole lot in common which is opposite of how I was with Holly.  She is a good person, kind hearted, Christian and a lot of fun.  I can easily see myself being "with" this girl for quite a while, but ya know, who knows what the future really looks like.  I could be gone to AIT for those 9 weeks coming up and she might find a new guy and like him more :).  Ya know I ain’t gonna find no one at Fort Jackson for 9 weeks… lol.  Another huge plus, my family likes her alot, that is good, also completely opposite from Holly where my whole family couldn’t stand her… 

I dunno, I see good things coming from knowing Lizz, whether we’re always just friends or something more. 

Later guys,

Ryan