5 am Rambles

My sleep schedule is really fucked up. I fell asleep last night at 8pm and woke up at 3am. So now I’m not tired and I have to work in 12 hours and by that time I’ll be tired again, haha. Sucks! I may try and take a nap before work. I’m not sure. 

Thanks to everyone who posted their opinion on my last entry. I had a talk with Adam because I was pretty upset. He said he was sorry he didn’t spend any time with me during our vacation and that he didn’t think about, got carried away with the things him and his friends were doing. The last day of the vacation he cancelled his plans with his friends and we hung out together and watched movies. It was nice. 

His friends are paying him $10 an hour to clean/reorganize their house and to work on some models for their Warhammer games. It’ll be nice to have a little extra money. 

Things at work are about to get a little crazy. Steven is leaving in 3 weeks to go work at Tanglewood and we’re getting left with Quentin and Tony. The place is pretty shitty right now but hopefully Quentin and Tony will lighten up and be more sociable with us once everything gets back to normal. They have me working in copy center which I absolutely HATE but the CSL job is opened up again and I’m going to apply for that. I actually loved being CSL and I would love the get that job back. It would help me make my decision about sticking around there or not. 

We’re still thinking about moving, but Adam may be able to get a really good job at the hospital. If he can get that job, then we’ll just be moving to a different apartment/house here in Roanoke instead of moving to Christiansburg. The CS job pays $12 an hour and is a steady 40 hours a week, permanent schedule of 8-5pm. That would be really nice. It would be great to get some stability in our life and the extra money is great. It’d help us out a lot and if I stayed at Staples and/or got the CSL job then we would be all set on money. We wouldn’t have to go through all this continuous bullshit with never having enough money, never getting to do things. We’d be stable and secure. 

Which means??

BABIES!!! Hahaha. We’ve been talking about that a lot and if we can get all that stuff sorted out and I quit smoking then Adam’s ready to have a baby. Even if we dont get that job and we’re just in a better apartment that’s cheaper, he said in a few months he’d be okay with trying. That makes me sooo happy! 😀 😀 

Hope all is well!