crazy bf

Ok so drama does follow me. The new bf wants me to meet his family. Which would be ok if we had been dating for a while, but its been like almost 2 weeks. So now I am freaking out, and all I can think is how great it would be to run like hell. I find I am trying to screw up the relationship in order for it to end and I can be out of this conflict. I am trying my best to deal with this and not run like hell. I find it to be one of the hardest things I have had to do….My fantasy with this man is now becoming reality. Its freaking me out and I don’t know how to deal with it. I have asked him several times to take things slow and its not happening. I just want to take it slow and now its out of control. I just want a normal relationship…Just dating, no sex in the beginning. Than f*ck like rabbits, meet the family, get engaged, get married and have kids…Over the span of like years…lol….OMG…I don’t know how to deal with this…gawd…lol