Aggrivated

It’s hard sometimes to get Kasi to understand everything that I am going through with this Hurricane situation. The only reason why I am still in Louisiana is because her parents didn’t want her to go to California to stay for a couple of months because of the earthquakes..ok whatever…so I stayed. I stayed in hopes that everything would be ok…however…

I am going out of my mind. Kasi and I fight almost everyday now because she is all kinds of happy and excited and in a good mood. I am aggrivated because she does less now than she ever did before because her mom takes care of her and does everything for everyone. I feel like I am putting them out and I hate that feeling. Then we go and look at our apartment and it’s totally just F*ed up. There is all kinds of water damage and mold and mildew and it’s just going to take awhile for them to get the whole complex up and running, let alone I don’t know when they will have my work reopened. If reopened at all. Blah.

Kasi just has this whole *what can I do?* attitude and I’m like…we can do something. I filed FEMA…for the both of us. I changed both of our address’. I take care of the bills..I’m trying to find money for us to live on, pay the rest of our bills…do things that we need to do since now we have NO money since we stayed in texas for almost a week and now we are trying to live here. All the food we had is gone. Clothes are screwed up because of water and mildew. It’s only a matter of time before the roof caves in the apartment because of water because it’s only a matter of time before it rains and as of now we can’t get back into the apartment.

I just hate this whole situation.