The Rest is Silence

How ironic is it, that after all of the problems I’ve been having with Martin.. and then before him Jerry..

That I would suddenly lose my best friend to a guy.

I didn’t see it coming… who ever does, really? They had dated before, albeit for a short time. I had always hung out with them, ever since she first introduced me to him months upon months ago. I was so happy for her when they got back together a few days ago, because I knew it would make her happy.

And then it all just exploded.

We were having a little party with her and I, plus her Mom and a few of her Mom’s friends. They wanted us to try “chocolate cake shots”. He was there as well, only after her begging him to come hang out. I was fine with that.. we were all friends, remember?

But then later on, when I was trying to pass out like a good lil drunk, he kept bothering me. He kept pulling the blankets off me, or shaking me, or calling my name, or whatever. I was so pissed off that I just told him to fuck off and put the pillow over my head for the night. Faith and he disappeared for two hours or so, and then Faith’s mom convinced me it was kind of rude for Faith to plan the little party and then abandon me.

The real problem was when Faith called me the next day and got on my case about the night. I told her I was pissed at Mike for being such an ass, and she accused me of doing the same stuff to him all the time, which I don’t remember.

It completely exploded from there, and I wound up hanging up the phone.

Good to know that my “best friend” finds her boyfriend to be better than me.

I say fuck the world. I don’t need anyone.