Collating new recipes

So I text the girl who was being arsey with me at work yesterday saying I was sorry if I had made things worse but that I was just trying to help and she has ignored me. My anxiety was quite bad before I text and so now it is through the roof. I’m planning on going back in work tomorrow and I know I’m not going to sleep well worrying about it. Grrr. 

Am I too nice that I come across irritating?
Am I the girl that people put up with?

I spent my day off catching up on YouTube videos I subscribe to & learning some new recipes I plan on trying next week for our dinners. I can’t wait. 

I joined the gym last Friday and I haven’t been since. I can’t wait for my dizzy spell to be over so I can get going. 

I was supposed to be watching a colleagues dance show tonight but I couldn’t make it because I’m ill & my friend asked if somebody else at work could use my ticket which I said yes to but then I haven’t heard from this girl to say thanks for it considering she got it for free?! It’s really wound me up. I feel so tense today. I found out somebody (a supervisor) at work has been calling our team to her own team and it really set me back. I was in the middle of reading when I got the text and since I read the text I have felt so uneasy and on edge all day. It’s so frustrating how I let things affect me like this. Just writing about how tense I feel today has got my breathing heavier 🙁

So anyway on a more positive note I have new recipes to make ::
Chicken and corn chowder
A new chilli recipe
Chicken jambalaya
Special fried rice
And I can’t wait to make them. I’m thinking about getting a slow cooker. It will make cooking so much easier now I plan on going to the gym after work.

Paul is in talks of a promotion to dual manager at his work. He asked his boss for it and he agreed. Thinks he’s perfect for the job and it will all be finalised when he comes back off his holiday in 2 weeks time. So Yey… But we should really wait till its all set in stone to celebrate and tell people.

Night night
J x