JJ party

Dear diary,

Today I attended JJ lin jun jie 2006 party and I saw him. Eveything seems to pass so fast, how much I wish time can stop at that very moment. I finally realised how much I love him. I know I can’t because we live in 2 different world but I just like him so much. I am such a fool…..

He’s just the type of guy I am looking for…humourous, cute, funny, can play piano, can sing well, can write meaningful songs. I just love him so much. How I wish he can be by my side. Though I know I am being selfish thinking like this for myself only but I really hope that he know the existence of me in this world. Why even when we are so near I still feel that I am so far from him, as if I can never walk to somewhere beside him, as if I can never get anywhere near him? i only to be somewhere near him. I am such a big fool. Maybe someday I can’t even hear his songs again, maybe someday my world will be a silence, I feel as if I will die if that day happen.

falling snow