Chinese New Year

Dear diary

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year eve again, but I don’t know why this year feels really different, it doesn’t seem like Chinese New Year is coming. Perhaps, I am missing my grandmother a little. I didn’t do much spring cleaning, I didn’t buy any new clothes, I didn’t did much new year shopping, I am not going anywhere far, so it’s just doesn’t feel very much like the Chinese New Year that I am always anticipating in the past.