Bad day, Bad mood.

Dear diary

Today’s really a bad day for me. Firstly, there’s was no seats on the train, my legs are aching because I had walked around the whole day yesterday, it’s was so crowed today. Then, when I reach clementi, there was so many people at the bus stop waiting for buses, don’t know what happen also, perhaps there was no bus. Then, here comes 2 same bus 154, I thought at least it won’t be that crowded but in the end,  both buses was so crowded that I was queezed inside there, when the bus door opened at the next stop, it knock against my hand,  more people still want to come up onto the bus even though we are already so queezed inside. I don’t blame them because if you don’t queeze in, you can never get onto the bus and get to your destination. Then in school, I realised I didn’t bring my pencil case, I had lot of writing to do in class, so I have to get a pen from the bookshop halfway during the lecture. Then, when I get back to my seat, after just a while, I got stomach pain, need to go to the toilet. When I take the bus back home, the bus is equally crowded and stuffy, it’s so irritating, I am really in a bad mood by then.

I am really very stressed, very frustrated, very mad about studying. I just couldn’t remember all those things in the books. I feel so useless and upset. Why can’t I do well in anything at all? I can’t seem to do well in anything. There isn’t anything that I am best in. WHY??? I don’t know what I should do now. I am really scared that I will do badly for my exams. This is the first time I have no confidence in my exams……argh.

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