getting there.
So, I’m getting things sorted in my head. Not quite there yet but an improvement over the last few days.
Yesterday I said something to someone that I knew would hurt them. And I know that I worried a lot of you with my last few entries. I wish I could sit here and write that I’m sorry.
Unfortunately, I can’t. Cos I’m really not.
The reason that I’m not is because, for the first time in this miserable, fucked up existance that I laughingly call a life I’m putting myself first. Not other people.
Selfish? Hell yeah. Do I particularly care? Have you actually read this entry?
And, no, I still don’t want to talk about it, before you ask.
Will
Sod everyone else! Putting yourself first is the right thing to do. Hrm, I think I need to take my own advice. Keep looking after yourself, yeah?
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Sod everyone else! Putting yourself first is the right thing to do. Hrm, I think I need to take my own advice. Keep looking after yourself, yeah?
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I’d like to invite you to my website – http://www.save-money.org.uk – of ways to save money on the internet – including voucher codes, freebies, links to special offers, ways of making money via surveys/quizzes etc. I’d love to know what you think of it. Please drop by my diary to let me know. My diary will contain the latest updates on the website to make me a fave as an easy way of keeping up-to-date
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Hey, you should be selfish. For your own sake and for people around you’s sake. Only you can make yourself happy. We all look for that person who “completes” us instead of acknowledging that we need to complete our Self first before we can share with anyone else. I think you need to find your self, your spirit – before you can be the man you want to be for others. No one can give of themself to others before they have found them self. This is the crisis of modern man (and woman). Finding peace between those two extremes of who we are and Who We Should Be. That is where “Accepting” and “Be-ing” reaches its climax – we cannot return to our youth and rebuild our life, we can only move forward with our new insights, and become confident in our path.
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Hey, you should be selfish. For your own sake and for people around you’s sake. Only you can make yourself happy. We all look for that person who “completes” us instead of acknowledging that we need to complete our Self first before we can share with anyone else. I think you need to find your self, your spirit – before you can be the man you want to be for others. No one can give of themself to others before they have found them self. This is the crisis of modern man (and woman). Finding peace between those two extremes of who we are and Who We Should Be. That is where “Accepting” and “Be-ing” reaches its climax – we cannot return to our youth and rebuild our life, we can only move forward with our new insights, and become confident in our path.
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Well, we’ll be here whether you talk or not. Love ya, Scottish man.
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Well, we’ll be here whether you talk or not. Love ya, Scottish man.
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