Get it off your chest.

i think i like girls, not guys. i am 24, going on 25, so it’s not even like i’m too young to really know, or that i’m going through a stage. i just get turned on more by the female body than the male body. and i am tired of males…girls seem to understand more.

i think i like girls, not guys. i am 24, going on 25, so it’s not even like i’m too young to really know, or that i’m going through a stage. i just get turned on more by the female body than the male body. and i am tired of males…girls seem to understand more.

…it really was my fault and no one can tell me otherwise cuz no matter how wrong it was…i enjoyed the abuse

…it really was my fault and no one can tell me otherwise cuz no matter how wrong it was…i enjoyed the abuse

I’m not a virgin anymore. And even though it’s perfectly legal and perfectly normal in these days I’m not telling any of my friends because I took a vow of absitnence until marriage and I want to keep my image.

I’m not a virgin anymore. And even though it’s perfectly legal and perfectly normal in these days I’m not telling any of my friends because I took a vow of absitnence until marriage and I want to keep my image.

The guy i truely love, is so far away everyday it hurts.

The guy i truely love, is so far away everyday it hurts.

i wish i was thinner..

i wish i was thinner..

I love my boyfriend.

I love my boyfriend.

I love my husband but miss my lover.

I love my husband but miss my lover.

I miscarried and every time my new boyfriend talks about having kids, I cringe inside. I’m afraid if I tell him he won’t want me aymore.

I miscarried and every time my new boyfriend talks about having kids, I cringe inside. I’m afraid if I tell him he won’t want me aymore.

I hate the fact that my ex-boyfriend told me he is still in love with me on friday and that i’m the only girl for him. when i said lets make a go of it, he flat out said ‘i dont want a relationship’..i dont know what goes on in guys heads but i was pissed right off i can tell you that…i want to move on but i cant..not when i know he is still in love with me..

I hate the fact that my ex-boyfriend told me he is still in love with me on friday and that i’m the only girl for him. when i said lets make a go of it, he flat out said ‘i dont want a relationship’..i dont know what goes on in guys heads but i was pissed right off i can tell you that…i want to move on but i cant..not when i know he is still in love with me..

im suicidal

im suicidal

I wish he’d either love me outright, or leave me alone.

I wish he’d either love me outright, or leave me alone.

i’m afraid that i’ll never find anyone who loves me enough to marry me.

i’m afraid that i’ll never find anyone who loves me enough to marry me.

ryn: http://www.i‘mofficialynotrightinthehead.com ! =)

ryn: http://www.i‘mofficialynotrightinthehead.com ! =)

ryntylmomgtiss: try and figure that one out. Anyway. Yes, I got it, and it’ll be a few days before I can start on it. my parents are coming into town (first time down in nearly 3 years) tomorrow and they won’t be leaving till Friday at the earliest. i’m thinking i’ll read it………..monday? i know that’s far away, but think about it. it’ll get my undivided attention. 🙂

ryntylmomgtiss: try and figure that one out. Anyway. Yes, I got it, and it’ll be a few days before I can start on it. my parents are coming into town (first time down in nearly 3 years) tomorrow and they won’t be leaving till Friday at the earliest. i’m thinking i’ll read it………..monday? i know that’s far away, but think about it. it’ll get my undivided attention. 🙂

I’m too worried I’d accidentally click on the signed note button, so I keep coming back here but can’t find the courage to post any secrets. If you knew what goes on in my head, you’d think I was nuts.

I’m too worried I’d accidentally click on the signed note button, so I keep coming back here but can’t find the courage to post any secrets. If you knew what goes on in my head, you’d think I was nuts.

i have a strong belief that most people do not like me for no reason and pretend to be civil with me for superficial reasons…i’m very lonely most of the time and i don’t know if ill ever find someone who loves me enough to marry me…i constantly expect disapointment from everyone in my life. i’m going to sign this note because i’m not ashamed of my secrets…

i have a strong belief that most people do not like me for no reason and pretend to be civil with me for superficial reasons…i’m very lonely most of the time and i don’t know if ill ever find someone who loves me enough to marry me…i constantly expect disapointment from everyone in my life. i’m going to sign this note because i’m not ashamed of my secrets…