Life has been complicated

so things have changed drastically since OD was gone. I’m finally happier then I’ve been in awhile which is nice to actually say. I still have my own personal issues but I know I can conquer a lot even at my lowest point. 

I used to work with kids (which I miss dearly) but just started working in an office setting dispatching drivers for non emergency transportation. Its overwhelming and I’m only one person but I get frustrated a lot. I only started April 3rd.

financially I’ve been struggling but I’m hoping with this dispatching gig and another one I am trying to pick up, I will come out ahead including past debts (minus student loans, those will happen once I’m settled and steady).

I still live with my bro and sister in law but now I have a niece and a nephew and soon another niece. Hoping for a fourth but mom struggles with 2 as it is. Don’t have kids of my own and I’m honestly content with it. Although if I had the chance I would love a kid but my age, my patience and this world, I’m safer without a kid. 

Friends have been pretty non existent which again I’m cool with. I take myself out to chili’s or anywhere and I’m cool with it. I go where I want when I want and it’s nice! I’ve tried the friends thing but I always get the short end of the stick (although I’m not 100% innocent) and emotionally drained so I’m better to keep to myself. 

I guess now I have this place to update my lovely life chapters! Glad you are back, my friend!