Being sick sucks/need opinions please

So my second birthday, I got sick (Valentines Day!) and I missed two days of school. Okay that sucked big hairy things but whatever she’s a cool teacher, I can get caught up again in no time, I just hate having it looked like I don’t care to be there. I do partcipate so hopefully she sees that and me missing class doesn’t hurt me tooo much. Finally felt good enough to go out and study. I had a test Thursday (we had Friday and this coming Monday off) which I knew I would fail with flying colors so I’ve been trying to get on the ball to study. It;s alllll skin related….pus, black, blotchy fun skin stuff lol

Okay so my brothers wedding, kinda mentioned it, he’s been engaged for about IDK 6 months now. Ever since then they’ve been planning the wedding. Well let me correct this part….my soon to be sis in law has been planning it. My brother and I hate to say this but is what I knew he’d be like….He doesn’t care about anything about the wedding except his groomsmen and the colors they have to wear. He doesn’t care about where, how, when, who, none of it. The only time he cares is when she makes a big deal about it. Well and maybe this is my just my imagination going wild but since she is planning this alone, I would’ve loved to have helped. Yes, I know she has a mom who is like my sis in law’s BFF then her sister who is another BFF and her dad which I might explain, they have a weird relationship so it’;s a toss up between boyfriend/girlfriend to a BFF relationship. So she’s not really planning it alone but I feel kept out of it all. Now I think I mentioned the bridal party……Warden mentioned the bridal party to both my brother and his girl and she said she brought me up to be part of the briday party but my brother told her no. Okay yeah it hurt but it was more of like wtf you couldn’t tell me hey you know we thought of putting you in but we don’t know who all we’d have….just some BS just to make me aware that I was considered. I realize again this is my brother who refuses to even see me as his sister unless he needs something. IDK I feel I am being toooo emotional but again today I went to see my grandparents. Now I realize they had to get the pictures from my dad’s wife but still my grandparents got a framed picture of my brother and his girl (I think they are engagement photos but not sure) along with 2 non framed pictures. Now again, they can send my sperm donor pictures but not me.  I start crying just thinking about it. Then my sis in law, talking about Warden, I understand it’s not intentional but my sis in law tells me my father had helped my brother and then to add salt to the wound, how she has no idea the amounts of help my father has given them….I know my sis in law wasn’t being intentionally mean but IDK am I wrong in thinking she is wrong? Am I wrong for feeling hurt?

Back to her dad and her….so they go grocery shopping with each other for each of their houses. My bro’s girl lives with him so when once needs to go shopping, they call each other up and go together every month. Then when one needs money, one transfers it into their bank account BUT doesn’t tell their mother/HIS WIFE about the exchanges or grocery shopping. When he feels bad, he calls my sis in law up, and she goes running. My brother tells me she may not have even moved out with as much time as she spends with her family. I guess her other sister and two other brothers doesn’t cater to her dad like she does but in my honest opinion they feed off of each other. My brother will not be emotional for her. If she’s had a rough day at work, he won’t be sympathetic and listen to her. So she runs to daddy. I don’t think it’s a weird situation for her as she’s obviously daddy’s girl but him….he had a wife, why can’t he share his stuff with her? if not, why are they married? Weird if you ask me.

Okay back to studying….sorry so long