Money

This will be short and painless.

I have been spending money like. Like I have millions. Well. I exaggerate I guess. But I’m not used to spoiling myself. New strings. New coat. Ice cream and sushi. I feel guilty spending money on my self like this.

I haven’t changed my strings yet. That’s bad news. I remember when I used to spend two to three hours in the guitar store. Just playing, and making things up. Hours. Then I’d buy strings every now and again. I’d rush home to change my strings, and tune him. And play for another hour or two. Addicted. In love. And now. It’s changed. I don’t know him like I used to. I was. I thought I was getting better. And now I can’t remember how to play Aura Lee. I’m sure I’d pick it up. Cause actually. When I was in Guitar Center a few days ago Sunshine of Your Love came on, good old Eric Clapton. I mean it’s a fairly easy song. Beginner book even. Anyhow, the song came on and I played along. Every bar. I knew it! Then I moved on to the acoustic room, and. I was playing Blackbird by The Beatles. A man walked up to me and asked me if I would teach him to play it. Startled me needless to say. But I taught him the few bars that I knew. I think that’s why I’ve been playing more now.

As far as my quilt is concerned. I have one and a half squares to do. Then all I have left is to link them all togheter. I hope my mommy likes it. I hope she loves it. I really do. It only took me half a year to finish. I wonder how big it will be. I’m ecstatic over it. Then I’m going to probably start a scrap blanket for my sister. Yes.

I am in a better state of mind lately. I realized the end of the world is not as near as I thought. As high as gas prices are, I’m still on the bright side. I’ll walk more I guess.

I cut my hair again. I even paid for it. It’s uneven and it needs fixing.

I’m happy really. I am.