Misunderstood

 I know I can come across as a bitch a lot, but sometimes I wonder why I’m so misunderstood. People see me as this evil person, when really I am a very tender hearted, caring woman. I admit I am very blunt when stating my opinion. I’m not very good at being subtle, and empathy is definitly not one of my strong suits. But for the most part I genuinely care about the people in my life. Some more than others, still I care. It just seems every time I turn around I have made someone else mad with something I’ve said. Most of the time I don’t even realize what I said was wrong. I’ve lost a few friends over the last eight months or so. Some I could care less because they weren’t really my friends and talked about me as soon as I walked out of the room. But, still others, I think about all the time. How do you say I’m sorry when you don’t truly mean it, because you don’t think you did anything wrong? Wouldn’t that be as fake as the people I call out for being fake? I don’t know maybe I should let it be what it is. I just wonder if I should change who I am? If not I feel I haven’t lost even a fraction of what I will lose….what do you think napoleon?