just thoughts

AHHH!!! I am very worried about money at the moment.  Not only do we have to pay our bills, but we have to move at the end of April.  This would not be such a problem, but Soren is due on the 11th of April.  That makes it a bit challenging.  Bryan does not seemed stressed about this at all.  I am not sure where he thinks we are going to move to, but I am freaking out.  It does not make it any easer that we have a dog and a cat.  These mean more $ when moving in and it could be a challenge to come up with said money.  Maybe I am freaking out over nothing.  I still have three months to figure it out.  Worst case we can bum at mom and dads for a month.  But it would be muhc easier if I could find a place faster. and not worry about finding a place to live.

Soren has started to move A LOT!   He seems to want to move anytime I try to get some sleep and can now wake me up out of a sound sleep.  It is kind of annoying, but at the same time I realize that I love him so much, even though I have not even met him yet, every time he does it.  He has also started waking Bryan up when he kicks him in the middle of the night. Bryan does not understand how I get any sleep, I tell him very carefully. 

I go to the doctor tomorrow for my normal checkup.  I have been told two things, that fainting is normal, and that I should talk to the doctor.  I am not sure what I will say.  Yet again Bryan forgot to put it on the scedual for work, so has to work during it.  WHich means that I have to get up with him at 5 am to go to work.  I am just not sure it is worth driving back here for a drs appt. three hours later. 

Off to start on a paper due tomorrow!