a note to myself

When I think he doesnt want to spend time with me, that he would prefer to spend time with other people.  I need to think about last night, how he farmed with me for hours, even though he was sick.  He could have, should have gone to bed.  But instead he stayed up and played with me.  We just spent time together, and that was the greatest gift he could have given me.  He gives me so much already and I need to remember how last night felt.