The lung-bone’s connected to the pancreas-bone

Warning: much tedious medical detail follows. 

I’m over the gastro, and I’m pretty much over the flu, and then today I had a horrible blood sugar day.  This is so enormously frustrating.  It’s like it shouldn’t be happening, the whole world knows it shouldn’t be happening, and yet happening it is, and I don’t see anything I can do about it.  But because it seems so absurd, I feel kinda guilty for it, like it must be my fault somehow, because how could I expect anyone else to believe this? 

I’ve been diagnosed as pre-diabetic.  (Which is odd in itself.  I’m young, slim, and my cholesterol is low)  The (somewhat dodgy) dietician told me not to eat more than 30g of low-GI carbs per meal.  So that’s precisely what I ate for breakfast.  One and a half slices of super-low-GI, carb-reduced bread, buttered, and half a cup of lentil stew measured out with the itty bitty measuring cup.  That’s all, no more.  An hour and a half later and I’m starting to feel drowsy.  Blood glucose result: 8.7mmol/L. 

Now a result like that would serve me right if I’d been eating a tray of cakes, but… how can I put this?  I ain’t done nothin’!  I just don’t get it. 

I’m hoping it’s something to do with my asthma puffers.  Last time I had a cough from a flu, I got strong overdose symptoms from my salmeterol puffer.  Even when I stopped taking it altogether.  When the flu ended, I cut my dose by half.  So this time around, while I’m not suffering any major overdose, my lungs do feel unnaturally clear.  Odd, for someone who’s coughing with the flu.  I don’t know how it works, but my guess is there’s a whole lot of medicine powder just sitting around in my lungs, building up slowly.  And when I get a cough, somehow it all gets absorbed at once – instant overdose. 

So, the next leap of logic is, might one of those puffers, in overdose mode, be seriously messing with my blood sugar?  Apparently it’s possible.  But it could be the salmeterol (the long-acting bronchodilator), or the fluticasone (the steroid), or of course, both.  Now I’ve just cut my steroid dose by half (actually, closer to 75%, but don’t tell my doctor *g*) two weeks ago.  It takes two weeks to wear off, and the mysterious cough-overdose effect might be completely masking any effect of the dose reduction.  Which means basically this.  I have no idea what is happening.  I cannot run any test at present to find out what is happening.  All I can do is wait another couple of weeks to really see what the low fluticasone dose really looks like.  Then, if that produces no changes in glucose, and I’m still not dying of asthma, I can try reducing the salmeterol dose.  Then I can wait around and look for subtle changes.  Oh, this is killing me. 

Meanwhile, I’ve been alternately ravenous, drowsy, nauseous, weak, shaky, irritable and more irritable the whole useless day.  Having tasted the heady red-cordial highs of brown lentils on wholemeal toast, my body is now refusing to burn any fuel but carbs.  Disavowing any knowledge of ketosis, when glucose gets low, my body stumbles and fumbles and threatens to collapse like a helpless baby bird.  And i feel embarrassed and guilty for being mother to an imbecile. 

 

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July 21, 2009

high blood sugar actually has very little to do with eating cakes and foods high in sugar. Carbs are the worst thing. Exercise is the best thing. I don’t know though, I mean, these days … wait, it sounds like you know more about this than me anyway so i’ll just shush. All I know is that when I was on meds for my diabetes and I was watching my sugar intake and my diet, my sugar levels were solow i was seriously unwell all the time. Nowdays I drink cordial and soft drink and eat whatever i like (within reason), and I feel pretty damn great. I don’t think the experts have the answers anyway… stupid pancreases. pancreaii. Just. Just, be happy with yourself. Follow your body not the dietician. I know you don’t need or want advise, but yeah. I think you need to be happy first.

July 21, 2009

wait. did i just spell advice “advise”???? omfg….!! the sugar’s killed my brain cells!!! lol

July 21, 2009

is it weird that we’ve both had the flu, and gastro, and now you’re all pre-diabetic and asthmatic and i am diabetic and asthmatic and we’re both sometimes depressed and weird? i hope i didn’t just insult you then LOL

July 21, 2009

Morning blood sugar is pretty much determined by your previous day’s (or days’) eating patterns and your liver’s misguided efforts to give you energy to bring down an antelope for breakfast (or something). There is only a miniscule amount of steroid in an inhaler puff. They call it “micro-steroid” dosing when it’s done that way. You don’t need as much steroid when it’s delivered right to the intended tissue as when you swallow a pill. Being sick can raise your blood sugar all by itself. Sometimes your liver thinks it’s feeding your immune system and it’s unfortunately feeding bacteria that are trying to colonize you. That’s pretty much the definition of a vicious circle.