Flu

I feel like I need a change of direction.  That ski trip somehow changed me.  In seeing the stronger parts of myself, I gain greater clarity in seeing how weak, how injured I have become.  I had forgotten what I could be.  What I had been. 

What am I doing?  There’s this sense of light at the end of the tunnel.  That once I get the chores out of the way, then I’ll be able to start on the real work, the work of turning my life around.  Except that the chores are never finished.  I was working like a demon since I got back from Jindabyne, until I caught this flu.  Now I’m exhausted.  And frustrated. 

 

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August 9, 2007

Time for some sleepy-by. Hope you get well soon. ((HUGS))

August 9, 2007

you are allowed to be sick. and frustrated. and exhausted. i’m happy for you and your new-found-clarity..

August 10, 2007

there is still that light at the end of the tunnel. but isn’t it amazing how a change of venue can change the perspective of the brain.

YAH
August 10, 2007

Hope you are getting better, drinking lots of fluids (non-alcoholic,sorry) is always good.

August 19, 2007

They are hilarious when they are little! All legs. I love seeing them take their first few shaky hops, well I guess thats what you’d call them. But yes, very nervous animals. It seems like theres nothing around to us, but to think how finely tuned their senses are amazes me. Sorry, I’m in a ‘wonderous’ mood.