Wanna Pack up and Leave….Somedays..

So THAT spectacular mother from the park that I was talking about the other day………

Goes and visits my next door neighbor like 2 days later. My skin was crawling brissling for a fight the moment I see her.  She has the little PITA and a baby around 18 months in tow.  18 month old wearing nothing but a diaper and a bib! High Class MOMMA there letting your baby go around in a diaper.  Never has any of my kids when they were young ever went ANYWHERE in a just a diaper besides my house.  Would not do that with the 2 yr old.  Most I ever did was go to my parents with him in a diaper as he fought me getting dressed and I knew he would want to put clothes on once we got there and he did.  This thing called a mother went over twice to neighbors house as neighbor that she wanted wasn’t home………. Bitch didn’t say anything to me….WHY???? Neighbor is a DRUG dealer.  She be trying to get her fix on!!   I watch all the time cars pull up neighbor does the "hand off" and they are gone. I’m not an idiot or naive. I never did drugs but I know the deal.    Yeah she’ got alot of nerve yellling at me for yelling at her daughter.  Poor thing is goiong to grow up and be pregnant at 13 and on welfare as she’s got a coke addicted for a role model.  First thing out of Dennis’s mouth was oh she’s getting coke.   He sees he lived in NYC he’s seen it all not to mention he’s here all day with Jonathan.

Yeah I want to leave right frickin now…….

SO I’ve been sort of fighting with him as I want him on at least an antideppressant.  He’s so miserable I can’t stand it and neither can anyone else.  I gave him some ultimatiums and he finally gave in and is on paxill. For GOD sake what the hell is the big deal???  I’m not asking for mood stabilizers or cow tranquillizers  at least some thing so he’s not  ……………………….a grump old  troll .   Yeah that sounds about right.  He hides in the basement and is miserable….. Sounds like a troll to me.   Now he can be a happy troll….
 

 I would love to plan a trip some wheres but were I don’t know… I got time and money……  and no clue to were I would like to visit. I’m so use to not having the money I  forget this is a BIG option for me.  Hear it is the end of the school year and I can’t think of a place to go other than Cleveland or Detroit.. (YUCK)  I want to do California or FL but not really summer time destinations. I have to think about this ……..its tough as we have the 2 yr old and long car/train/ plane rides are not alot of fun with a grumpy, moody 2 yr old.