Still on the Roller Coaster….

 I know part of its my period is coming and this on I can sense is bad.  I have acne all over my face and thats a sign its bad, that also means my emotions are out of control.  Soooo that leads to today….

The meeting at work went fine, they did more specific that general getting into her head deal..Thank god.

The other sort of pissed me off but it was my doing and I"m going to admit it.  Tuesday wrote an e-mail to the psychologist he had to see and gave him the low down.  Amazingly he got a call the VERY next day that he didn’t bother calling back.  Today got a call from the public defenders office that he has to be seen NOW today at 4 pm…. .Pissed me off in more ways than one. Had to leave work early, mother too busy to watch the kids…GRRR Anyway it lasted 20minutes for them to tell him basically what I wrote.  He comes back and says they told him he’s under medicated and bipolar despite what the 500 question test said.  Basically what I said in the e-mail explaining his pcp wouldn’t give him anything and that he has a strong family history… blah blah blah…Go figure… Hell with that response I probably will be arrested next week over the other thing I wrote to the judge

I’m ready to write again..Mr Freedom is in town and a letter to the editior might be in order. Obviously I’m not going to say whom Mr Freedom is as that would give away some of were I live and I don’t like doing that but speak in generality .  I did threaten I would do that in my letter to the judge….