Hmmmm what to put here???
I didn’t want to put I was feeling crappy today. I stayed home from clinical as I didn’t think it would be good of me to be with either the kids or preemies and having to go to the bathroom every 20 minutes. To top it off they were talking about how being on things like Nexium could cause you to be more susceptible to infection and so forth. Yeah I knew that and I had a feeling that might be what I’m fighting. Then Jonnie wasn’t feeling all that well either. He threw up first thing. I was holding him by the sink and threw up in there and then was fine…. kids…they make being ill so easy. Hell even Dennis threw up last night and he was fine after. Why the hell am I the one a mess???
He went to the pychiatrist yesterday and I was hoping he would have a good talk with her about things …..he usually says stupid stuff that sometimes makes me mad when he tells me about it but right now he really needs to get stuff off his chest and I was hoping he was quiet because he did. This morning it didn’t sound like it though…..maybe he did as he didn’t elaborate too much. You see I know this time of year has to be rough on him. His mother passed away 10 years ago Thursday and it was around Mother’s Day. I know it bothers him I know the circumstances and so forth but he won’t give me details of everything. Just bits and pieces as I know he’s a bit sensitive about it. If that’s bad my birthday is that day….yeah 2 days from now. First thing all of his siblings have mentioned….
This year his father is moving that day to Florida to be with his daughter (Dennis’s sister). She has a condo and is looking for a house. Not looking that hard if you as me but what do I know. His brother is moving to California and dropped off a bunch of stuff a few weeks ago. He’s suppose to come back this weekend. Or at least that’s the plan to drop off more stuff… Not sure if I like it all but we will see. I’m thinking time to do the basement and make it his man cave with all this stuff…
School is winding down for me and I only have this week left. I’m so happy. Again I’m guarded about the whole thing as of what went on earlier this semester. I have NOT talked to him all semester except for the if you do good you will pass speech after the meeting with the dean. I don’t know how I did in clinical but from what I could tell I did fine after that. THey all loved me from what I could tell. Just have 2 projects to finish. UGH!!!