Didn’t Do it.

So as I was ordering food I got a call from my OB/GYN if I did the 2nd blood test.  I didn’t talk to them  well I did thinking it was Dennis asking me to order him something else but I couldn’t hold up the line.

No I didn’t go for the blood test and I know I have to call them as now they have a record on it.

I was on the phone with one of my mbr’s this morning and she had to take a phone call that was from her daughter whom went to the ER as she was pregnant and was bleeding early on in pregnancy.   Here I am at work….working.  Bleeding like a sieve knowing that I’m in the same boat.  Just didn’t go to the ER and didn’t tell anybody that I’m going through it. Not my co-workers, not my parents, you guys, one friend and Dennis are the only ones that know.  I feel like  its pointless now….

I’m just not in the mood to put up with "so sorry to hear about that." The one friend I did tell ….first thing she wrote to me. She doesn’t have  a clue about any of this.  Never been married, barely dates. Never had children lives vicariously through friends and sisters families.  Don’t know just not what I’m after from friends and family. 

I bled horribley all weekend, cramps etc… didn’t stop me from doing stuff with the kids.  Now Its catching up to me and I’m feeling crappy and tired and exhausted. This sucks.

I will call them tomorrow as I want to know when this bleeding thing will ever end. 

I could have gone to the ER but whats the point, its not like it would have changed anything.  I’ve been there and done that.The only thing different might be a nice stay for a D&C…  I guess calling them they will probably want to see if it is complete and I may get one anyway. Hoping not.