Another Day

So I almost had a heart attack when I looked at my bank statement! WTF!! I looked on line at why there was a problem. I pay my bills all on line and last oct they upped my escrow for the house. So I changed the amount but some how it made double payments and I would cancel the one before usually b/c the utilities fluctuate and I put in the amount every month.  I was late doing that this month and the house  bill got sent double!! ARRRHHH !! That is a major PITA!!!  Glad I had enough to cover it! Yeah I have to call them and let them know that’s next months payment so they aren’t looking for next month and putting this one towards the prinicipal and expecting more.  

So found some good news as I was talking to another student.  I have to be at another hospital in about 2-3 weeks and he’s got it on the schedule for 2 days a week.  I figured they were 12 hour shifts and some  were back to back. That is tough not seeing my guys and with all that’s going on.   He told me they were only 8 hour like now !!!! SWEET  Same as now but only 2x a week!!! One less day of clinical!!! I like clinical but hate getting up at 5:30 am to be there…so that’s a plus. If I was getting paid for this it wouldn’t be so bad but since I’m not gas up and back  gets expense!  Can’t wait!

Dennis is doing better today.  I think finally having the court appointment helped but again its really not over till the judge decides.  He goes back on the 25th to see what the final decision will be.  From the paperwork it looks good but who knows if he is nasty he could do something but I doubt it.  He really has to be an ass to do anything.  I would have him appeal and get a real lawyer and not a public defender as he has now and then sue them along with it.  Someone said mental anguish….ummmm if you read before what was going on there’s a good chance for that too as we are still dealing with THAT issue. $1000 bail for a middle finger!?!? I guess they told him it would be $5000 at first!!  Out of the kindness of there hearts they dropped it to a mere $1000 around Christmas time.  It could be sitting in my bank account acruing interest but no its in their possession as he’s a harden criminal for the act of using his middle finger.  Anyway he seems less stressed and more like himself.  I know he’s be taking his meds now and its helping.  He hasn’t been confrontational at all for the first time in over a month!!!! His birthday is tomorrow .  I feel bad as I didn’t really celebrate it last year.  I got out of the hospital that day from the gall bladder surgery and wanted to die.  Something about doing stairs at that time was like torchure and the kids missed me and were all over me …after that I was done.  I wanted to get him a cake and at least a card…nope.  Didn’ t leave the house, didn’t want to leave the bed.  So this year I do want to make it up to him…  

 We will see…

My father wants to see the kids…. weird . As every time I usually go over there he is too busy with his iphone to care  and if he does just yells at Jonathan for getting into stuff so I haven’t been going over but my mom has baby sat during the last month so she’s seen them alot.  Its just easier not going over as their house isn’t baby proof and Jonathan is a busy baby and gets into EVERYTHING NOW!  AS easy as I had it earlier I don’t  now.  He’s one very determined baby and BUSY!!!  Sorry he’s over a year now ,so he’s a toddler…   

 I know there’s more to write but I’m done for now….