Laissez-Moi Seul

I was exhausted from the heat and your persistence.  For the 89345728346093485th time, I said no, but lacked the commitment to follow it up.  I just didnt care anymore.

I dont feel used, just numb.  You have to get out, because I cant worry about your feelings anymore. 

You ask the same questions over and over.  I explain the same emotions and reasons over and over.  I am tired of words.  I am tired of your rogue hands and your worm tongue.  I am weary from defending this undefensable position, and your presence here adds only chaos to my mind.  Leave me alone.

Leave me alone.