ceci ne peut pas probablement être ma vie

 We were driving in your car, as I listened to you speak.  Gradually i realized that your words ran together, in my clouded uncaring.  Although they were verbose, I found no worth in your sentences.

 

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He shaved his head.  Ironic that I wish he would shave everywhere but there, but he has to do the opposite.  Why am I still here?  I dont want a him.  So why do I find it so hard to leave?

I just wish I could rewind my life sometimes.  Or fast it forward.  Something.

I dont want this.

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May 28, 2008

Things not wanted can and often should be cast away. Be well.

i have it on disk. some of it at least. i’ve got my other incarnations on my computer. *hugs* keep your chin up katie… it will get better, someday. i miss your sarcasm and your humor.

May 28, 2008

I so wish I too could rewind my life at times, but im sure i would repeat half the things i wish i didnt do to begin with.

beer would be nice. Since I drink beer now and all. we’ll see each other soon – Jessi and I need to visit. Or you need to visit. There needs to be some visiting. 🙂

May 28, 2008

We do what we do because of what we know at the time. If we knew better, we will do better.

ryn: wow…uhm…your diary is so new…I can’t really read your entries to find out about you…I think I want to ask you some things but I don’t want to pry.

btw.. thank you… THANK you for introducing me to October Project.

June 25, 2008

i want to know your life story.