Good GRIEF.

I forgot I had this.

Hi! Uhm, gosh, where to start.
It’s been an extraordinarily long time since I updated this; I’m tempted to delete and start again.

Except I won’t. Because as far as recent(!) updating behaviours have shown, I’ll just forget about this again and write sporadically at best.
I think I’m just not very awesome at sticking to things.

2 years, has it been? Wow. It feels so long ago, and yet not very long ago at all. A great deal has happened since then. And I’m quite glad I’ve rediscovered this; I’m glad of an emotional outlet that few of my current best friends are aware of – in fact I’m relatively sure only one of all the people I know in my every day life still comes on here AT ALL. (Yes, Macca, I’m looking at you.) So this would seem like a pretty good place to vent some things I might not necessarily want the involved people to read. I wouldn’t be surprised if any of my far-off OD friends actually remember who I am, let alone have me on their favourites list these days; hell, it’s been 2 years, and I DID sort’ve… disappear without a trace.

But while my updates might be somewhat irregular, I AM back now. Lord knows I need something like this to kick off into these days.
Lots and lots of things have changed. There’s too much that’s happened to pick up where I left off, so I would assume a new beginning is due; the Adult Years if you like. I’m 19 now, and 8 months off 20, which quite frankly scares the hell out of me. There’s a saying that goes something like “True knowledge is knowing how little you know”, and it’s recently struck me that if this is true, it’s safe to assume I’m a frickin’ genius.
But enough about that for now. I’m very tired and it’s been one hell of a weekend.
Bex is back with a vengeance, and I think I’ll be very busy on here over the next few days…