Here again
So I might as well update you as to what is going on…
The family is doing well; both my brother and sister had birthdays in the last 2 months and those went well. I cant believe how old we are all getting. I swear my little brother should still be 6 years old wearing his ninja turtle night shirt and my sister should still be wearing her popcorn sweater… those were the days… Wonder if my sister remembers the stories about my midnight trips to the moon to go swimming… lol
Work, work is going well. I applied and interviewed for a new position. I should hear back next week at some point. Ive been waiting for almost 4 weeks… 4 LONG weeks! This job would be a blast so wish me luck!
My Morman… *sigh* what to say… well he has met a few more friends; we have started making the rounds. Ive met a few of his friends. Meeting someones friends is like getting a different view on the person you are dating. It is interesting to see who they surround themselves with. I think you can tell a lot about a person by the company they keep. Ive spent the most time with an old friend of his that he met about 10 years ago. Wonderful man with solid values, knows J really well, it was wonderful to see that J has a quality friend. Chances are, were there is one there are more… only time will tell.
He met my family on Easter… and not just a few of them but pretty much the whole gang (immediate family anyway). I meet his mom in a few weeks. He is flying her up here from TX for mothers day and her birthday. Things are progressing nicely. I still wonder if we are just in a honeymoon stage or if things could really be this great in the long run. How often does someone really find the love of their life? A person that enjoys so many of the same little pleasures in life. I think we have all found someone that we could live with… but what is the point in that? I want and need the person I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT and I really think that J is that man. Any time something happens, good or bad, he is the first person I want to tell. I want to keep the feeling of being safe in his arms and the warmth of sleeping next to him in bed. Eating breakfast or dinner at the table is so nice! I know that last one is silly, but you know, with all of my ex’s… NONE of them ate at the stinking table and for some reason that is a huge plus. It means that we get to talk and be with each other while we are eating instead of watching TV or something dull like it. It sounds trivial I know… But to me it is just as sweet as the walks through the parks we take. They all seem like stolen moments, where just the two of us exist, surrounded by the love that we have for each other.
I know Im really getting sappy here. Sorry! I just cant seem to help it.
This last week has been a real trying one. I came down with strep throat and a sinus infection. I think I only spent 2 full days at work… spent most of my time sleeping and blowing my nose. J was over every day taking care of me and cooking grilled cheese sandwiches… J I’m now on my second round of meds to try to get all better!
I seem to be at a loss for words to express myself right now so I must stop rambling.