Yikes i dont know what to do…

Today is my bf’s 34th bday and it seems like we have done nothing but fight all day.. and the only thing i wanted was to make it special.. *cries* its more than that i guess. he’s scared because of me being so horny.that ill cheat again n i wont because i learned my lesson last time.. but we’ve done nothing but fight lately it seems. *sighZ* why now? everything was going so well… *cries* i really dont know what ot do.. He’s been asleep almost since i fed him supper around 4:50ish.. its now 11:02 pm and hes still asleep..  i know he works the nite shift and he’s been up since he came home even… but still… its just like everything is breaking apart not that i want that at all… *sighZ* what do i do?