wandering n Waiting

Wandering n Waitin for the day

when u n I will be together

ohhh Wait i Crashed n burned we dont mix or so u say.

Not even a chance i get u just take of me, n never give of urself.

Is that why i feel so blue, or only happy when i am with u?

Lately all i want to do is cry cus i can’t have u cuddling me close at nite,

or ur not there to calm my fears, but i can never have that from u or so u say.

Why oh why do things have to be this way?

Why do i have to love u N never a tender word i hear from ur lips.

the only thing u want to knwo is what im thinking, because deep down u should already knwo …

Im sorry for being complicated. im sorry for loving u. but most of all I just want u all to my self i can’t live or go forward with otu u in my life.

ACTress WomN

October 8, 2003

Hey again!! Good poem! 🙂 I also like your new colors! Much better! 🙂 I’m sorry I didn’t sign the notes, but I didn’t feel like signing into my diary, so that’s why. I’m about to write in it now, though!! I really need to redo my dd sometime soon. I’ll probably do it this weekend since I have a 5 day weekend. 🙂 *laughs insanely to self* Sorry! lol! Anyway, NMBS! L8r!

October 9, 2003

Hey again! Oh, I’ll probably still update in my diary if I move. I don’t think we can live w/ out the internet! 🙂 So, I’ll still be on here. It’ll be really weird moving again, though. I’ve only moved one other time to move here, but this probably won’t be too bad. I’ll just miss everyone here! 🙁 But, we still don’t know 4 sure what we’re doing, so I’ll see! Well, NMBS! Bye!