UGh…

Things always seem bad to me. i can’t find happiness, the people that i am friends with accept me for who i am so why can’t people who are just accquaintences? Why do they have to put me down? Is it to just feel better about them selves?

I can be shady too… What people see is just a mask anyway… not the real me, why u ask? Because im protecting my vurnability, i learned at a young age i was very gullable.. im protecting myself so i dont get hurt.. i dont want to add to my current problems.

but i try to be honest as possible, people say im very blunt. well duh… i’ve had to be. my life circumstances have shaped who i am… i can’t change them. Most people dont seem to want to accept that.

im done ranting for now i think..

There’s not much I can say.. you’ve heard it all before.. and I’ve learned that advice doesn’t help, but having someone there to talk to does. So, just stick it out, life’ll get better.. as stupid as that sounds. I’m here to give you a friendly slap on the back, as I’d imagine a few others are as well.