Trying to pick up the peices of my heart.

1) trying to get my magnifing glass to find the peices

2) make some time to talk to skip about this.

3) Appoligize for yelling at him via the internet.

4) Take some time to my self for a few days

I managed to be somewhat cold and friendly and i noticed the difference in skip to … i didn’t mean to hurt him. it just upset me and shocked me to the core that i worried that my anger has made him upset. or maybe he’s losing his girlfriend… Thats documentated int the what a surprise entry.

I just don’t know how to handle this. i hate it … i know admitting to ur best guy friend that u like more than a friend can create problems. but i didn’t think it could create problems like this.

my mind and my heart i have to fix by homecomming. or its just going to be point less. so all the help u guys can give is great….

lata