THings seem a bit better

The only thing im worried about now is getting a job. i really really. dont want to move again… but if i dont find a job soon we might have to move. Or my bf n i will live apart n im so not ready for that. i love being here when he comes home waiting in bed for him to come and wake me UP.  BUt our apartment is falling apart. our air conditioner is being funky or its so hot that its malfunctioning. sometimes its really cold and sometimes im like sweating buckets. prefer mode to stay kewl in the apartment IS without clothes. Gross i know. but still at least that way when the air conditioner is blowing out kewl air i can at least freeze myself before moving into a much warmer area. *sighZ* im just all pod.  cherios.