theres are somethings i just have to know…
why do i feel all torn up inside
when ur not around?
why do i miss u n think im going crazy…when ur not around?
Why why why?
I just ask why n no response..
Please God… I can’t handle this …
the perfect guy for me… n yet hes married..
how could u do this to me? What am i supposed to learn from this?
how am i supposed to handle this… tears run n tears go… but all i think about is the perfectone i can’t touch….
its not like my life isn’t hellish enough…. and now u add an untouchable? How could i have fallen so fast?
When i already knew teh rules… Why god why do this to me?
Advice please …. or answers if u have emm…. cus i dont …. im ready to give up n be a miser unloved… no children of my own.. all the men i know are either Taken, Married, Or they stand me up like im some stupid bitch…. who has no feelings at all,…. What the bloody hell…..i hurt n i ache n im sick of this bullshit… I just want to die… it doesn’t matter anymroe… without my soul mate… i just dont give a shit.. I would rather die than be in this world without him for my own…. BUt no i can’t have that… So i would really really love to die… RIGHT fuckin Now….
I read your entry- I like your poem I can really relate..I am recently going through something similar…and you know I really believe god has a plan and things will work out eventually and be better than you coudlve ever imagined..it’s hard to think about this when your hurt and you have so much love for someone else..hang in there.. things will get better- it may not seem like it now but it will
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how can u say he is the one for you? You dont even truly know him. u know what he lets u know, no more no less. just remember he is married, u dont know him, u think u do. its time to find someone close to you, someone who can tereat u like u deserve to be treated and care about u like u care about them!
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I know this is hard to accept but the person above has a point. I know it sounds like it’s just 4 convience that we think u should find sum1 closer but it’s not. It’s far more indepth than that. There’s a lot of things u don’t know & can’t know over a pc screen. Things WILL CHANGE if u ever meet this person face 2 face. All I think u should do is slow down…not stop just slow down…
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Well I know how you feal I am the same way women tear my heart out and treat me like shit all the time. So yeah I know that comes from the heart but you know what? You have to be strong and keep on living cause you are in this world for a purpose and you might not know what that purpose is yet but you will sooner or later Hopefully sooner but all I can say is keep your head up ~Roger~
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Hey! Basically, I have given up on guys right now. I actually don’t care. I’m working on my life and my dreams are coming true, so that’s all that matters. I can care less about guys right now. Just work on your dreams and who knows? Maybe a guy will come along out of nowhere and things will work out! That’s what I’m doing. I’m just gonna work on my life right now. Hope that helped! NMBS!
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Well, maybe you should do that instead of just saying it. You just gotta get your mind to it. You can’t just say it, you have to actually try doing it. Trust me, you’ll learn to get over these guys and just concentrate on the other, important things in life that need to be concentrated on. You’ll find a guy eventually. 🙂
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