the workings of my mind.

my mind has a problem of putting things into my head that i know isn’t true. when dealign with guys close to where i live. Which has gotten my heart into trouble more than once. Thats all in my past but it does that now too as i look at potential people that could become my friends.

after realizing all the people who had been nice or friendly to me didn’t really care about me by ignoring my invitation to my grad. party in june. but its all in my past right? afriad not i have to work with some of these people and its nuts.

I rarely talk to people i didn’t eat lunch with in highschool any more because of the way they shun me after we graduated. and it makes no sense as to why one of them deemed it okay to harass me for cyber sex and make me miserable still, even tho this person has stopped for now. its very frustrating to find a person who likes me for who i am a computer geek and i love to dance.

sorry for my ramblign lataz