*tears of despair*

I feel so fucked over its scary. I was one of the many who helped get soccer at my high school. yet the new coaches seem to not care about my experiance with the sport. I sat for an hour and a half and i wasn’t the only one. while everybody else was participating in drills i was supposed to be paying attention attentively and freazing my ass off.

I don’t appreaciate this im sacrificing my job time to be at practice and yet what do i do not participate in any drills or anything else. it makes me so damn pissed off that i want to have a talk with the coaches and say AM I WASTING MY TIME ON MY FAVORITE SPORT EVER? THE ONE THAT I HELPED TO BRING TO THIS SCHOOL? I KNOW IM NOT THE FASTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD BUT JEEZ I HELPED SLOW DOWN PLAYS IN THE MIDDLE AND I PLAY DEFENSE AND UR MAKING ME FEEL INFERIOR TO MY OTHER TEAMMATES WHEN I DONT PARTICAPATE IN DRILLS. IM A SENIOR FOR CHRIST SAKES I SHOULD BE A SUB FOR VARISITY AND IM NOT EVEN LISTED AS A VARSITY PLAYER? IM TRUELY OFFENDED.

Thats what i feel like saying to them. but i know i wont. in the two years that we have had a team. i have done what was asked of me or at least attempted what was asked of me. i played as a sub for the varsity squad so obviously the old coach thought i was good enough. why dont the new coaches accept that? so far i haven’t been late ot any practice or anythign. im really pod.

thanx for letting me rant and rant. cus im livid.

lataz all