*shush here she is and she doesn’t know*

Today at work i got asked the Question how my bf was and i was like i dont have a bf, at least not to my knowledge. The reason it struck me as odd was because my coworkers asked me this … and frankly i find it a little weird that they would know somethign about my personal life im supposed to know. I was totally clueless about what was going on in this person’s head. Because i dont let guys get too close to me. because i have attachment problems because guys have broken my heart plenty of times. I dont want a relationship, i dont want sex, and i dont want kids.

Then after i got off work i was thinking maybe this had something to do with this person who was harrassing me but i dont think he knows this coworker of mine. It just upset me so when i came home i crashed and worked on my Latch hook project that i plan to give to my friend K.P. before he goes off to college which is far away and we wont get to see each other much.

I can have guy friends that im close but i can’t say that i love them all time and play stupid games in my head that will never happen which is why i try to keep guys at a distance so i dont get my heart broken or my mind instinuating something that isn’t there.

Wow this is a long entry. enjoy the weekend peeps.