Reflections part 5

as i came hoem last fridya from the dance i was pissed at my firend for we were fightin over a freshman and seniorguys to dance with since so few of them would dance.

but as i went to school today i realized how much of it was actual anger and how much was my depression realsed in anger. i just wanted to shoot myself and get death over and done with. but now im glad i didn’t …

I bought my first christen cd and a new version of the bible this weekend and think it helped me reconnect with god. which for that im thankful. because i think taht helped me remember god is alwayz there no matter when things get worse or better. and that i could be possibly living in the END of Times because all the compents are there it just hasn’t occured yet.

The christian songs on the cd helped me to reopen my heart to the path of christianty. and realized how stupid and sinful ive been by drowning in my own problems and not trying to help.

lataz all