Please read previous entry first then thisone
Is it our work schedules?
Our little alone time together?
our housing situation?
Why do i not feel that we were as close as we once were?
Is it because we haven’t been as intimate?
We are usually extremely sleepy?
What is it?
What is nagging me?
What is bothering me..?
God if i only knew i’d fix it.
Things that i love/ admire about J:
– Moved halfway across the state for me
– Listens
– Feels like he has to be the provider
– spoils me
– when he wraps his arms around me i feel like i’ve come home.
– we get lost in each others eyes
– we Talk
– we fight/ aruge n then make up 20 minutes later
– makes me unbelievably happy
So now i want to knwo why am i sad? whats wrong with me? why do i feel like everythings falling apart?
God help me i can’t lose the man that has brought everything back into my life. what do i do? how do i work past this?
We sorta talked about it this morning but mom was home …. i probably wouldn’t be going through this if we could be as inimate as we used to be.
god…. i hope that this is not just SF talking and making my life miserable i so dont want that. I thought that comming to live with my mom would be hard but it would focus our relationship on things besides our incredible initamacy.
*sighz*
WOW he moved that far for you, that is amazing. But your right it could be that your not spending enough time together. Relationships are hard, but if your willing to work at it, than it’s all worth it. Cool that you added me to your favs. Hope you have fun reading, my diary can get pretty strange sometimes.
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Aww….sweetie. I hope you cant talk to HIM about it more, because that’s the only thing that will help you figure out your feelings. I’m sorry you’re feeling that way, but let me (or us on OD) know when you figure something out. Good luck. *hugs*
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HUGS…Good luck, will be praying for you…God Bless ♥
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I really think you guys need to just sit down and talk about. Not argue, but just talk. Maybe its b/c you arent spending enough time together. Put a day a week for the 2 of you to go out and do whatever you want. And a day a week to just spend at the house and relax together. But they I think is to just talk about it. Communication is the key. Good luck!
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Err, well, I say give it time and see how you feel. If the nagging feeling doesn’t go away, then perhaps it’s not “meant to be”.
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