Love….?!

Love it is a emotion we all crave to feel, to know, to enjoy to be swallowed in.

some of feel like we have never known that feeling. n then Bam it hits so hard you can’t think straight.

n then there’s the matter of the heart and what u do when u care so stronly for two different people, for two very

different reasons, and consequences of both could mean losing ur happiness, and gaining bits n peices happiness.

So the question is do u stick up for love n happiness, or go for the fleeting … Moment to moment happiness? Knowing u want the long lasting kind of love.

Love is a confusing emotion. It gives joy and it gives pain. u can’t have one without the other. accepting the flaws and quirks of another and them of u is a very trying and confusing process…

S. wants me to continue to give him his guilty pleasure n he’s almost talked me into doing it … and i know doing it would hurt my Sweetie so badly… but my physically body craves S.  my heart craves my Sweetie.. What do  i do?the nite before my sweetie left, S. called n wanted me to come over, i was so tempted to… but that would have meant i didn’t care about my sweetie n i do care… we sorta talked about my weakness for my first but he didn’t really say much…. n im so dammed scared of screwwing his n my relationship up because my physical body is weak… for S.

Heaven Help me…… 🙁

(*tears are running down my face i dont know waht to do* )