Lonliness sucks……. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrss

As i get ready to leave for hawaii, theres a lot of things on my mind.

~How to hide how every night i cry my self to sleep

~to be like my old self that my family knows well

~to get my papers n quizzes done on time from the keyboard while im away

~to not go bonkers cus i wont get any for two weeks while im on vaccation.

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ok ok ok so we all know now i have some issues ill definatly miss my best friend and her bf but that cant be helped.. i dont know what im gonna do now… im looking at this vaccation as a break from S. my life and its tribulations but i hope im dont come home and not have learned anything new about my self and my problems. My heart can’t take anymore lonliness and im no longer looking for men to blow my mind. or to give me the satisfaction i want in a relationship i have no control over those things. My fate is in gods hands…..so pray for me please.

I’ll pray for you! 🙂

im prayin!

i have only read one of ur notes but, ya can’t expect people to just pray for u, it has to be in u, others praying for u won’t make ur soul cleaner, it won’t get u rich or help ya learn an eternal lesson, it is all in u, u gotta be strong and prove to the world that u aint gonna take any bull s**t

hey, we all got issues! hope you don’t have too many nights of having to cry yourself to sleep!