Its Official No grandparents Left

I just found out that my only remaining grandparent has passed away. *sighZ* the last link to my dad has passed on. so my mom’s parent’s and my dad’s parents are both in heaven right now.  im not sure what direction that will go. but i hope that my dad’s family n ours remain close in the comming days compared to what happened when my mom’s mom died. *sighZ* i dont think my own mother could handle the complications of something like that again. below is a reprint of a poem i wrote for when my mom’s mom passed on.

how do u say good bye?
5/4/2003

Do u give a hug and a kiss?

Do u give a memory?

Do u do something Foolish?

When they hold ur heart hostage

and all ur trying to do is move on

they keep coming back for more.

Or When they die. U lose a anchor,

or bright spot in ur life…

u feel that u can’t go on anymore.

Prayers have been answered, but it still hurts.

Still gives u pain. When all u want is to curl up in someones arms and cry.no ones there to let u.

Ur all alone. Is that the way it should be? Or is that the way things are now adays? Pain and misery, no one to share the joys, give u strength in the pain.

The ones who have gone before, guide the way, but when ur lost…. theres no way to go but foward. Confused and again Alone. thats how it always is when u have to say good bye…