is it only PMS?

wow, what can i say? that im extremely stressed out certain things are really getting to me no matter how hard i try to ignore somethings i feel that when i share my stuff aka my car that im being taken advantage of somehow… i dont know why im feeling like that… Maybe it stems from the fact that one of my male roomies left stuff in my car n i was gone to do laundry n while i was waiting for stuff to dry, i went to see one of my friends i haven’t seen, since before high school. got a call that he had left important stuff in my car. i was a little pissed because that meant i had to accomadate him so he could get his stuff, and yet he called me rude because i didn’t want to wait around. Hell…. if u had plans to talk to one of ur friends, that u haven’t seen in a while wouldn’t u be upset? or am i over reacting? here it is 4 am…. n i can’t sleep i have class in about 5 n a half hours n this is buggin me… everything is buggin me lately. i can’t remember things, my money financial strain. everything ….

the only good thing in my life right now is J.  he has been so understanding, with me i feel like i dont deserve him…  he is so special to me. i love him to pieces… if somethign happened with us i dont think i would survive it..  i really dont because, i love him so much!!…