Insomnia Again *SighZ* ….

*SighZ* its been a long while since i wrote in here.. First entry of the new year lol.. Real LIfe is getting ot me a bit… Just got a dr.s  bill from 2006 and its 2008… So really stressed… about that.

J n i havn’t been as intimate as i would like, but i think its do to stress his job and finances. he works nites and i work days…a dn my schedule varies alot more than his does…

I wish i had health insurance that rocked, i wish i could afford health insurance i wish i could find a job in my field, J n i could get married and not worry about bills, *SighZ* i wish life wasn’t so much of a struggle .

I really want J n I to be engaged by then end of year thats our goal. *sighZ* at this rate tho I seriously have to get my but in gear and find me a 40 hour a week job, or find a second job, not sure how i would handle that.. Usually J’s the best one at working two jobs.

*sighZ*

Theres my update VOTE OBAMA!