I know this is wrong to say but,…..

My Grams Needs to pass on… She was up all night, she fell, and me and my mom both had to stay with her… I have finals today, i couldn’t really get any sleep so im wired. I went off and left My Drivers license in my sis’s car cus me and mom traded for the day. and i got her Suv…the Cadeliac Escalade!!!!! my mom also has my money too…. so this really really really sucks…and S. called me last night again… just to check up on me… and i about lost it…. just because of the pressure…. hopefully my grams can’t come home tonite because of the surgery and she has to stay at the hospital… so i can 1) get some sleep for finals tomorrow and 2) i can C S. for a little while…

which would be sweet. if i could… Or even better yet… She passes on during the surgery…

I know this is all very unchristian like, but my grams is in too much pain to be alive, her memory is going, and its hard on everyone else. including my mom since my uncle wont help out…. We called him (my mom n me) after my grandma fell last night and he wouldn’t get off his lazy ass to come help us… Only me and my MOM besides the two hired ladies who are out of town care for her and my sis does when she can but its mainly my mom and me and the two ladies… never my uncle and if my family is gone on vaccation, then he sends his wife. not him self… What a dick.

sorry guys i have to vent and bitch… i hope this saves cus im using a school computer!!