I feel like shit….

Im not paying attention in class cause of need to write.

S. Called me last night when he new i couldn’t come and he said he was depressed and wanted me to call him but by the time i got the message it was 4:30am… i hope nothing is seriosuly wrong…. I text him but not sure he got it… so i will call again later…

But being at my grams is gonna kill me i can’t handle this plus having exams this week… im stressed out enough i can’t handle this and then S….says he’s depressed? Good lord… i can’t handle this.. someone shoot me now please…

Lord take my Grams away from this pain, so she doesn’t be the end of my mom. Or me

Amen..

lataz peeps